THE GOOD OLE' DAYS

I've often wondered about her. Where

did she go? Did she move out of state? There was a time when I would remember her birthday, August 2. Not only her but most of the girls that I shared my teen years with. We wern't innocent girls to say the least. Most of us were there for tranucy, run away, and some type of tramua in our lives. None of us really volunteered to go there.

We shareed everything our scrects that we wouldn't share with our therapist or parents. We shared our dreams for the future. Most of us didn't see a good fortune for ourselves we were bound to bad luck for the rest of our lives. We promised to keep in touch after we left. We were going to be friends for life. Our pain had developed a bound we felt could never be broken.

Then life happen and we did break the bound. I'd spend days looking though white pages. I would look at stranger straight in the face hoping that one day I would run into one of my best friends. One day I did going right into a gas station just as I opened the door there was Wanda. We hugged of course and asked quick questions then we went on our way. The bound had been broken.

I've always thought about Fawn because she was one of he youngest of us, two and a half years that is. She was so much more mature for her age. I enjoyed talking to her she had such great phioloshy about life. She talked about religion, race issues and her best topic was men. I just enjoyed every moment with her. Then life happen and the bound broke.

I shared that she looked me up just as I was looking her up. What a bound we had we with other. Our vibes were kicking over time. I had the chance to visit with her again. We talked about the good ole' days and the not so good days. We talked about our jobs, money and relationship. We talked about the dreams we hadn't fulfilled or fulfilled and we talked about what we hope to see ourselves doing in the future. It was like old times. She did have some very deep things to say. I had to reminded her of that just like we did when we were younger. We didn't want to start crying in front of her husband you know.

Friendship are true miracles in our lifes. I think I realize that now connecting with Fawn. She was there for me just when I needed her the most. Again we'd promised what we'd stay in touch this time. "Friends forever." Blowing kisses at each other just like we you to. The bound is mending.

Welcome back Fawn