IN BETWEEN MY TEARS MOVING FORWARD

I have a dream. Those famous words that moved a nations many years ago rings true in my heart today. I too have a dream a dream that was in bedded in my heart over thiry something years ago. I wanted to write a book I wanted to tell my story. My dream I believe is coming true. This dream have been eating inside of my soul and wanting badly to expand and grow. I am working towards that dream coming true.
"The tragedy in life doesn't lie in not reaching your goal. The tragedy lies in having no goal to reach. " Benjamin Mays Writing my book has been my goal the tragedy was sitting on that dream and not moving forward. I have awaken and the burning in my soul scream to go forward and make my dream come true. I shall. The dream moves forward, its my time to shine.

What dream are you sitting on?

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DREAM MOVING FORWARD

On tuesday of this week I spoke with a movie director on the possibities of making the one woman show Bag Lady into a made for television movie. My dream came true to speak someone about the show. I couldn't believe it, the experience it was awesome as we sat there and he asked questions and my insides leaped with joy. I could feel my whole being fill with excitement. I felt the room move in ward as if it had closed in on us. He asked "who would you like to play you in a movie?" My heart moved to my throat. "Yes, I do. Kimberly Elise." It felt so good to be able to say her name as I had just saw her in a movie a week ago.

Her performance was dynamic I thought then that she was a great actress she should play me in my movie. I was shocked that I was actually saying her name at the meeting.

I lived my dream of sitting with someone and talking about making the show a movie. I was thrilled. I believe that this is only the beginning its going to move even further. I see myself on television and even in a book. I know this is going to happen. My dream is moving forward

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

I will celebrate Mother's day thanking my son, Kirk for allowing me to be his mother. Kirk gave me such a gift when he became a part of my life. He blessed me with the honor of caring for him. He changed my life tremendously. I think back on the years gone by and how he patiently watched me grow. Those years when I was learning how to be a woman and a mother he never turned his back on me. It wasn't easy for him to see me drepressed and often confused about how to support him.

I loved having him in my life. He made me laugh and their were times when I was so frustrated with him. He didn't understand a lot about his life and why was I raising him alone. He was hurt so many times by both his parents. Yet, Kirk never stopped loving me.

Kirk was a very special gift to me. I am so honored that he was my son. I love him so much. When I'm with him I feel like a queen. He gave me dancing lessons one year and I just felt like a real ballerina when he would twirl me around. I was so blessed to have him as my son.

I thank my son for allowing me to share his life with me. I thank him for loving me though all my sadness, insecurities and doubts about myself. I am so grateful that he chose me as his mother.

On this Mother's day when we honor mothers I honor my son.

I love you Kirk. Thanks for being such a lovely son